Permathoughts

by Dandur

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A mess of songs, best served with gravy.

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released October 16, 2016

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Dandur Sacramento, California

From the city of Sacramento, Ca. Dandur is aimed at making indie pop that...it's hard to say what it is. I don't really know what I'm doing. The only way to really know is to listen to it yourself. Indie pop is as accurate as I can get, and yea, it can get a little off time. ... more

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Track Name: No Question
(ooh) It's gonna be alright
(ooh) You're the bad guy
(Do you ever wonder?) All the time
(Do you ever hunger?) In the mind

How could too much loving be a bad thing?
I was giving it long after we were laughing.
I watched you move away while I was stuck in the same place,
tell me how could loving ever be a bad thing?

(Do you ever wonder?) It's gonna be alright
(Do you ever hunger?) You're the bad guy

Memories of you, well, they are lasting
And in memory of you I am fasting
Watch me waste away with memories I start to hate
and all that love it really turns into a bad thing

I would die for you
Theres no question 'bout that
But would you die for me?
Don't ever ask cause I wouldn't want that
There are things I never got to do
And theres things I really want to
And I'll never forget you're face
But you know I really want to

Possibilities are always endless
So then tell me how it is that I can mend this
I'm getting to the end of my rope and when it ends
I don't think there's any way that I can live

Her words prosaic as she talked
And mine archaic as I fought
A lack of insight that I sought
And she just says it as we talk
You're not the for me
Just stop I'm sorry
I never felt such sadness with a sky so starry

I would die for you
Theres no question 'bout that
Track Name: Homeing
I found my home
It was inside my chest all along
I found my home
I'd been searching for so long
And I hadn't even lost it

I found my home
It was with me all along
I found my home
It was inside my head all along
And I hadn't even lost it

Pick it back up put it down again.....

Sometimes it gets so hard
And sometimes it just rolls by
Sometimes it gets so hot
And sometimes you get frostbite
But was always inside

Pick it back put it down again.....
Track Name: Outerspace
If I gave you a rose would you let it grow
Or would you put it in a vase and let it go to waste?

Ive been dying to tell you that I...
Miss you so
I've been dying to tell you that you...
Still have your rose

If I gave you some space would you fly off into outer space
And if you forget my face will you still think everything okay

I've been dying to tell you I've been looking through my telescope
And the stars all seem to hide your face instead of show
And when you come crashing down back to earth, would you let me know?
I've been dying to tell you that I...
That I...
Miss you so

If I fell off the face of the earth, would you care at all?
If I was hanging on the edge of the world, would you let me fall?
I've been holding on forever and I feel so small
I've been holding on for so long and I think I'm ready to fall
There are things in this world that I'll never ever let go
And as far as I'm concerned I'd rather bury myself than to let you go
Track Name: Reason
She said you've become vapidus
I said the reasons vary us
And though the feelings lost its trust
I wish our minds would rescue us
I said you know we're extant
she said that word is distant from the truth
You need to listen
It's not you it's me it's destined

Well the truth hurts but it's true
I can't do anything I want to
Even living is a struggle I push through
Even death is a struggle I fight too

And it gets old
The way my mind it moves it gets old
I can't move like I used too

I pull the sheets back from my bed
I get the thoughts out of my head
I get the insides out from out the shed
I get the thoughts out that I'd rather be dead
Rather be dead

Every questions got an answer
Even if we don't believe it's true
And every thing has got a reason
Not for the future but the past
For why it happened not some plan
For why it happened not what it leads to
Even if you don't believe it's true
Even if you don't believe
YOU CAN'T DO anything you want to
The truth hurts but it's true
Every day that we struggle we push through

And it get's old.....

Every thing has got a reason
Even if we don't believe
It's true
And everyone has got a reason
When and if they don't agree with you
And I get stuck in a loop thinking what is true and what is foolishness
What is you and what is true and what is healthy to obsess
What's in tune and out of tune and what is empty promises
What is me and what is you and what is self destructiveness

And it gets old....

YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING YOU WANT TO
THE TRUTH HURTS BUT IT'S TRUE
Everyday that we push we push through
Everyday that we struggle we get through
Track Name: I Might Exist
I don't know
I might exist
Somewhere thats better than the world I'm in

And I don't know
I might exist
Someplace where I wish I was in the world I'm in

I get up up when the sun comes out
My dreams fade in and out
You disappear from view

I lay down when the moon comes out
My dreams fade in and out
I disappear from view

And maybe my life's a dream
One day I'll wake up and this will have been
one big callous faux that I have seen

Sometimes I wish all my fantasies were real
And sometimes I can hardly believe life is real
aAnd I can hope for more and I can try for more
But you get what you get living someone else's scheme

I don't know
I might exist
Somewhere thats better than the world I'm in

And I don't know
I might exist
Someplace where I wish I was in the world I'm in

I don't know
I might insist
That the world is made of paper and I'm paper thin

And I don't know
I might resist
But theres no escaping the world I'm living in

I give up when the going gets tough
I tell my self it's a matter of luck
Trying's just a waste

I keep trying when the going gets tough
I tell myself it's a matter of luck
Tryings just a waste

And maybe my life's a dream
One day I'll wake up and this will have been
One big callous faux that I have seen

Chorus

You just keep going when the gets tough
you just keep going when you're out of luck
You just keep going when there's nothing to do
You just keep going till the going is through

And you might feel like there's nothing there waiting for you
And you might not think there's anything waiting for yo
And there might not
And there might
And it's cruel
It's so cruel
Track Name: The Way You Love Me
I knew a girl who was such a mess
Always tripping over her dress
Leaves in her hair and feet on the ground
Walls they'd come down with every sound she made

She said!
I like the way you walk your feet
I like the way you mouth your speak
I like the way your ears they sound
I like the way your eyes they see

Ooh I like that

She came through saying she was on her way
To some wonderful kind of place
Leaves in her hair and feet on the ground
Walls they'd come down with every sound she made

She said!
I like the way you walk your feet
I like the way you shake your knees
I like the way you speak your sound
I like the way you feet the ground

Ooh I like that

One day she said the time has finally come
I've got to go to where I'm going from
Leaves in her hair and feet on the ground
Walls they came down with every sound she made

She said!
I like the way you walk your feet
I like the way your eyes they speak
I like the way you clap your teeth

I'll miss the way you love me
Track Name: Don't You Know
Baby don't you know I love you!
Baby don't you know I miss you and I
Need to know
That you
Still love me so

Baby I've been far away
Baby Ive been missing days and I
Need to know
That you
Still love me so

And don't you know that you're all I need
Don't you know that?
Track Name: Creaking
Living by yourself gets kinda lonely
Looking at the same old walls
Living by yourself gets kinda lonely
Looking at the same old walls
Hoping nothing thats been creaking falls

Playing by yourself gets kinda boring
Bouncing off the same old walls
Playing by yourself gets kinda boring
Bouncing off the same old walls
Hoping nothing thats been creaking falls

Bouncing off the same old walls
Playing in your head gets kinda boring
Bouncing off the same old walls
Hoping nothing that's been creaking falls

Got strength in places I didn't know I had
Today was hard but tomorrow won't be so bad
It's scary not know what the future may hold
being all alone well it's gotta make you
Really want......
Track Name: Unglued
You've got me sitting here feeling like a fool
Said it's the next best thing to getting cut in two
I've got my eyes wide open and I'm coming unglued
I keep hoping in the morning I'll be waking up next to you
I've been strung out picked and plucked got me out of tune
Ill be sore up in the morning saying this just can't be true
And I didn't know the lie until I finally learned the truth
I'll be sore up in the morning when I wake up cut and bruised

Everything's gonna be okay
When I wake up in the pouring rain
Everything's gonna be okay
Sun may pour

Never get it when I hear people say that love is true
Every time I hear it coming I go running off
Don't wanna wake up in the morning feeling sore and bruised
I'll be running for a while losing tread from off my shoes

Don't wanna wake up in the morning feeling sore and bruised
Track Name: Heartbreak
I was sitting here thinking bout all the things we used to do
And I got kinda sad when I thought of you
Sitting pretty there thinking bout all the things we used to do
And a thought kinda sad didn't pass through you

Maybe I was stupid maybe I was stupid maybe I didn't care
Maybe you're through it maybe you can do it but it cut through me like air
I thought we were fine I was caught off guard without time to realize
You don't love me
You don't love me
You don't love me
Well thats fine

It hurts to know you don't want me it's been playing on repeat
Maybe if I talk long enough I can figure this out
If I push long enough I'm bound
To find something out
Maybe I don't wanna know
If I push long enough I'm bound to find something out
Maybe I don't wanna know
That you don't...

I was sitting here thinking bout all the things we used to do
And all I want is you
Sitting pretty there thinking bout all the things we used to do
And I can't get a bit of love from you

Maybe I was stupid...
Track Name: Head Feelings
The world around ames burning I can't make it stop!
You feel like this all the time though.
Track Name: Messy Made(Piece of Pie)
Do you know the mess you've made?
Theres ink all over the place
You don't have any grace
You'd rather make believe than show your face

When you look up at the sky
Do you see a piece of pie?
Do you realize the mess you've made?

Have you cleaned up all your looks?
Have you read some fancy books?
Have you but yourself a nook?
Hope you built it in a better place

When you look out at the sea
Do your eyes see any green?
Do you realize the mess you've made?

When you look up at the sky
dDo you see a piece of pie?
Do you realize the mess you've made

When you look up at the sky
Do you see a piece of pie?
Do you realize?

Do you know the mess you've made?
Theres ink all over your face
Sauce has covered up the place
Nothin like a bitter taste
Ice cream soaking in the stains
Little bacon bits'll break
Do you know the mess you've made?
Theres ink all over the place
You don't have any grace
You'd rather make believe
than show your face

When you look up at the sky
Do you see a pizza pie?
Do you realize? The mess you've made...

The mess you've made...

Did you clean up all your looks?
Have you read some fancy books?
Did you build yourself a nook?
Hope you built it in a better place

When you look out at the see
Do your eyes see any green?

Do you realize the mess you've made
Track Name: Missin' You
I made my way outside and forgot my keys
I ran back in and back outside
I'm losing my mind

Its hard to move on when you don't know what you're moving to
But I know one thing I really miss you
I really miss you

Radio
I hear you all the time in song I used to love
I feel you all the time I think I've had enough
How do you switch these feelings off
How do you make the feelings stop
I feel you all the time I think I've had enough
I hear you all the time in songs I used to love
Radio

You don't love me thats for sure


I put your things outside and I walked away
I really did all that I could to make you stay
It's hard to move on when you don't know what your moving to
But I know one thing
I really miss you
Track Name: Star
Not too long
Not too far

I've been circling a star and it finally gave up
Now I'm circling nothing but it still soaks up
the light
Everything gives up once now and then
It's alright to give up once now and then
It's alright to give up once now and then
It's alright
Again

Oh I gave up my life
For a place I thought had it all
And oh it was a silly thing to do
because I had it all before
I should've thought it through
Oh What am I to do

Now I'm drifting through space
And it doesn't look fine
All the stars so far
They tease me with their blinding light
That I can barely see from lightyears away
Yea

Oh I gave up my life....

Everything gives up once now and then
It's alright to give up once now and then
It's up to us to fight gravity of things
All the cosmic bad luck the darkest black holes bring
And the burning radiation all the nebulas and stars ring
Out to the universe it's all a balancing
And it's sad when you can take it and you think the thoughts you thought
You thought you thought were never really anything
And you think I can't do it and get lost in a blink
Track Name: Staring at the Sun
I was staring at the sun
I was looking for someone like you
I was staring at sun
I was staring at a gun
And then you said shoot

I was staring at the sun
I was lost in a wonderful view
I was staring at the sun
I was staring at a gun
And then you said shoot

And as I watched you pull the trigger
I felt the blast send shivers down my spine
Cause I was staring at the sun

Shoot me down
gun me down

And as I watched you point your finger
I felt a shiver go down my spine
Cause I was staring at a gun